Wow, I just realized haven’t updated this blog in a long long while. It’s not my fault, blame homework.

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Okay, fine, I admit, it IS my problem. But I mean, I AM a student, and I AM supposed to be easily distracted by other things, right?

I need motivation! Like. CONSTANT motivation… I do get “inspiring sparks” every now and then that pushes me into work, but they die easily after only 30 seconds of work. For the whole Easter, I’ve basically done nothing except for ONE website. Think that’s productive? No… I swear, if I didn’t play those games that I beat for a hundred times already, check Facebook every 2 seconds, surf through tech news site for stuff that I already know, I could have finished all my homework by then.

Recalling my experiences in SMIC, I really don’t considering my workload in ICS heavy. Heck, at the beginning of the schoolyear, I slept at 9 everyday. But as my procrastination habit worsens, I couldn’t help but to stay until 12 trying to finish my work. And yes, that’s VERY late for me.

I did indeed try to change things but I don’t think anything worked so far. I changed my background to a boring one thinking maybe that way I would stop staring at my desktop for 30 minutes not knowing what to do.

Garh, now there’s only 2 days left of Easter, and I didn’t even start on my homework yet. I had SO many plans for Easter, but so far, not even one is completed. Argh, what’s wrong with me?

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!!!

(And just as I was writing this post, I checked Facebook at least twice, wandered to engadget at least once, and almost started a game of Most Wanted.)